brtmu n brpsah..

Nape stiap prtmuan kna da prpisahn??

Juz about an hour ago, my beloved roommate had went back to her hometown..

It was extremely sad bcoz i assumed her as my own sis..

it was kind of losing someone that u loved most.

She always comfort me whenever I have problem..

She always help me eventhough i can make it on my own..

The most important thing, she always care abt me..huhu

Thnx so much my dear.

Sometimes, i am too hectic wif my study and i juz leave the books on the table..

I know they make my place looks messy but what to do..

Mlas nk kmas..hehe

And she asks me weather i need her help..

N the typical answer from me is absolutely not..hehe

Then, she came to my place and this is the time, i will arrange the books nicely..

If not, she will arrange it..

I don’t want her to do my own job..

It was so sad when i sent her belongings to the taxi..

I hugged her and kissed her..

I didn't want her to go away from me..

But I had to let her go.hehe

Emo lbih..

Even the taxi driver had to comfort me..

It’s funny lol.

He said that’ normal la 2, klu brtmu msti kna brpsah’huhu

Then, she called me and asked me to take care of myself..

And i tried my best to hide my feeling..

She said, "Nyah, don’t start to cry k .."

i said," Ok la nyah..ko igt ko chntek.."

she rplied," lmbt lg.."

But i can’t hold my tear anymore.

I looked at your bed but its had vacant..

Oh my Lord, i remembered about dis morning..

U woke me up and i said i didn’t want

to go..

But you said dat i have to go.

Since dis is the last day, i follow her instructions..hehe

Spent the last day together..

3 days in a row we spent the precious time together..

It was so memorable and unforgettable..

But it was not enuff..

1st day-bkit cerakah

2nd day – bkit raja

3rd day – dlm UiTM je..best jgak..(aku x

pnah explore)hehe

KAK IPI, i’m gonna miss u..

If u come to Kedah, do not hesitate to tell me..

U’re most welcome to my house..mmuah2..

sok, Jane plak blik..

Abes air mata aku...

nnti tggu 10hb mei ni plak..aduhh

p/s : Aku syg korg..

hate??no..

hate??

i'm d kind of person who hard to love and hate someone..

but when u do it.

it's really hard for me to say it..

it's hurt u noe..

i juz hope dat 1 day, you will feel what i feel right now..

it's not serve u right,

but juz to give u the lesson.

alwayz remember, wat goes around,comes around..

i hate u??

no, i still care abt u..

i'm gonnna miss u..

bcoz u're my fren..

i love u damn much..

thnx 4 d extremely sweet memories..

muahxx..

prstiwa lma..

hello..
klu nk org respect,plz la rspect org..
jgn la nk prasan bla korg mrajuk, aku nk pjuk..
kdg2 mmg aku pjuk,tp depends on situation...
dulu, aku mmg slalu pjuk org klu someone mrajuk..
tp bkn utk skrg ni..
pngalamn yg mngajr aku..
jgn nk pjuk sgt nnti org pjak kpala..
biar la aku mrapu kt cni sorg..
dlu wk2 kt skola mnengah, aku da sorg kwn yg anggp aku kwn bek dya,
tp aku xpenah rs mcm 2..
dya sgt depandant smpy nk g toilet pn nk ajk aku, nk g koop sblah klas
coz nk bli mknan pn ajk aku..
nk aku tman g mna2 ja..mati la mcm ni..
ps2 klu x ikut ckp mla nk mrajuk..
ckp men ikut ska je..
nk org hrmat dya, tp dya x pn hrmat aku..
bla aku trasa, aku diam je..
aku pjuk dri yg aku yg ovr snsitif..
dya x mksud pn nk ckp mcm 2..
tp lma2, aku dh x mmpu nk brthan..
slmt aku da kwn2 yg sgt spportive..
bdk 2 sgt ego n x prnah nk ngaku slah..
aku mnyesal sbb jmpa org yg mcm dya..
ps2 lps 5 thn bru aku jd dri aku yg sndri..
aku dh mls nk ikut ckp dya..
b4, knon2 nk jga frnship..
taik kcing suma 2..
aku ja yg kna jga, dya x pyh..
dya 2 bek, suci mcm mlaikt..
aku ni jht, mcm setan..
tp xpela, aku dh maafkn ko..
hrp2, bnda mcm ni x jd n brulang lg..
dh ckup la..
xpyh la nk trwat2 slah hntr msg..
aku nk mls nk lyan org mcm hg..
ps2, da org gtau kt aku yg da org kta aku x caring..
caring ke x, bkn msalah korg..
korg sape yg aku nk caring sgt..
fmily aku ke?????
tnya la diri sndri..
klu dlu, aku ikut je ckp org..
mls nk lwn ckp, mls nk gduh..
tp bla da 6 org ckp, aku ni mcm servant org,
yg ikut je tlunjuk mjikn dya,
aku mla la nk brubh..
diorg siap ckp lg ' mrym, jgn jd bek sgt'..
'ko bek dgn org pn, da x org 2 bls blik kt ko'
ko tau x org ktuk ko sbb ko bek x kna tmpt..
ok fine..
bla org 1st dgn 2nd ckp, aku still wat bodo..
aku ckp biar la, treat people the way we like to be treated..
tp bla org len2 lg ckp, aku mla rs nk nangis..
start pd 2, aku mla rs mcm diri aku ni bodoh gla..
aku sndri x realise tp da org yg realise kn aku..
sian kt dri sndri..
kpd kwn2 aku :

MAAFKN AKU ATS SGALA KSILAPAN AKU..

Radio Drama..

it's unexpected..

i texted bonnie to inform him that our lecture had began..

meanwhile, i asked him about our assignment..

he replied my msg : ' pendrive u corrupt..xdpt print 1 pn..

beg i plak trtinggl kt lbrary..klu sok bleh x hntr?

tp ko jgn gtau pape kt miss..tggu ktorg smpy..

so mlm ni kna stay back retype script 2'...

oh my God..

it was out of my expectation..

i had to complete the islamic edu's assignment..

can I make it ?

i called bonnie and he said that our efforts are useless n pointless..

we can't submit it today..

and right now, bonnie was comforting reen..

she's crying..

so without wasting the time, i switched on my laptop and

asked aini about d script..

she said that it was with cena..

so, she took it from cena..

my legs were shivering..

when i turned back, i saw them-reen n bonnie..

they called me to sit at the back..

i brought along my laptop..

when i was walking towards them, reen covered her face with her fingers..

it showed that she really dissapointed..

while bonnie was holding a tissue..

seems like misery and wiping his tear..

i was to anxious..

i sat beside reen..

while aini stood beside bonnie.

she said that, stop typing bcoz there's no point anymore..

she afraid that i might did a lot of mistake if I completed the script on that time..

so, after a few minutes, the truth had revealed..

aini is the one who noticed it..

suddenly, bonnie took out the script and the CD from his beg..

Oh my god..

they lied to me and they even success to convinced me..

i felt like i wanted to smacked on their head..

I felt so silly..

be4, i can't simply trust what bonnie said but i didn't know why,

i believed whatever he said..

ish2, smpy ati korg..

aku dh mnggeletar ltut n rs mcm nk bnuh dri kjap..

but eventually, we managed to submit our assignment on the time..

ps2, aku srok ksut bonnie..

pdn muka..

pnipu..

arggghhh..

geram btol aku..

jwb soalan final exam..=)

1.Anda rasa anda hot?
absolutely la..hot and spicy + hot-tempered..haha..

xde la..x hot lngsung..=)

2.Upload gambar kegemaran anda.

3. Kenapa anda suka gambar ini?

ska ati aku la..hehe

1. kwn2 yg sgt sporting..muah2
2. semua org muka innocent gla..xbleh blah
3. ntah xtau nape ska gmbr ni..sbb da bonbon n boiboi kot..haha
xla, sbb dya unik sket..da reflection cena n pjid skali..=)

4. Bila kali terakhir makan pizza?
dh lma dh..msa cuti mid sem dlu..mkn dgn mama n my siblings..
diorang 'pau' aku ckup2..

5. Lagu terakhir yang anda dengar?
hero-mariah carey..da someone call..unexpected..haha

6. Apa yang sedang anda buat selain daripada selesaikan tag ini?
laughing sorg2 kt PTAR (msti org igt aku gla) n dgr sape ntah nyanyi kt luar ni..haiyoo 'mrdu' btol suara dya..haha

7. Selain dari nama sendiri, anda suka dipanggil dengan panggilan aper?
kak long wlupn aku ank ke-4 ( farah yg pnggil)..mary ( my beloved classmates )..Datin seri diraja (mmpi je la)..haha

8. Tag lagi 6 orang dengan hati terbuka tanpa rasa kekesalan sila lakukan kalau taknak kena denda mandatori.
nak tag sape?suma org dh kna..ni aku x tag pn tp klu nk jwb 2, bleh je..
ni la kwn2 ksygn aku..muah2

1. bonnie

2. boi/jaja

3. lin

4. reen

5. cena

6. Alyaa

6+1. suma kwn2 aku yg len.

9. Saper no. 1- kepada anda?
xyah tnya la..mls nk jwb..haha..dya ni org yg plg ska gduh dgn aku..( ko igt ko cantek??lmbt lg..)..haha..slalu kna mrh dgn aku..sian gak tp pdn muka dya..haha..tp at the same time, dya byk tlg aku..thnx a lot..
slain 2, dya PA aku,advisor, teman gossip, maid aku tp x prnah mntk gaji..hehe
dat’s y aku syg dya ni..haha..psni aku kna cri org bru utk gduh..

10. Orang no 3 - ada hubungan dengan sesiapa?
hmm.. dgn sapa ek?xtau la..

11. Kata sesuatu berkenaan dengan orang no. 5 ?
wanna be my husband?msti dya jwb 'mak straight nyah'..haha

12. Bagaimana pulak dengan orang nombor 4 ?
skar diungkpkn dgn kta2..

13. Siapakah orang no. 2 ?
manusia..haha..bdk2 ni bg aku mnja sket..kiyut..

14.no 6 ape cerite?
kwn bek aku since skola mnengah..dh kwen n da ank 8..
tp ank kucing je la..haha

story telling..

i did it..

i had done d story tlling..

eventhough i'm not satisfy wif my performance

but at least i had chased out one of the burden out of my mind..

( get lost)haha

when i was telling my story, i juz can look at Lin's face..

i dunno why..

when i'm start to greet the audience,

i saw bonnie had ready wif his contume..

i tried my best not to laugh..

if not, it hard 4 me to stop..

thnx 2 jaja, chena,bon2 n boi..

tp yg xbleh blah nya jaja brlakon jd myat tp bleh plak dya brgrak2..

but it was my fault..

i forgot to tell her that she has to stay until i asked her 2 leave..

tp it's quite funny la..

tp yg the most xleh blah ialah

time dancers msk..

bonnie's costume made me can't stop laughing until miss

said that ''u're not suppose to laught when u're presenting''

tp xtahan dowh..

and the costume made by the cloth that covers the piano..

creative btoi kwn2 aku ni..haha

i will show u d costume in the next post..

No Title..

special thnx to u my fren..

u r one of my best frens..

u're d motivator, u r my prob solver, u r my advisor..

u r my companion whenever i need u..

feel so thankful 2 God coz meeting me wif a fren like u..

u r really nice for me..

thnx my fren..

PaGeL..

yeye, i'd found my attire to wear for PGL..

special thnx to jaja,bonnie n pajid for accompanying,

searching and selecting it for me..

really nice..i love it..

and d feedbacks from others make me eager to wear it..wah2

at 1st, igt nk survey je tp alang2 mnyeluk pkasm biar smpy kpngkal ktiak..hehe

so i made my decision to buy it..

n bonnie kept making jokes till the salesperson thought that i will

play the role for the theater..

when i found the 1st baju i thought i want to buy it but

my PA aka Bonnie asked me to compare the price 1st..

so, i followed his advice n i save bout RM 30..

thanx my dear frens..

tension..

i don't know how to avoid this

P.R.O.C.R.A.S.T.I.N.A.T.E

n right now, i feel so tension..

i want to commit suicide but unfortunately,

there is no pokok taugeh here..hehe

2mrrow, i got the story telling..

next, quranic recitation wif d meaning

friday, dmonstrative speech..

mummy, daddy help me !!!!!!

ps: 1 bnda ja aku nk kta dkt dri aku..

pdn muka..

primary school history..

today, i met with my friend, F from my previous primary school..
but i pretend dat i didn't see him..
at first, we stopped when the traffic lights turned to red..
he droves his car while i was driving mine..
ensem btoi keta dya mcm owner dya..haha
he looked at me but i pretend dat i didn't realized..
it didn't meant dat i am arrogant but i was too shy..
( scandal wk2 zman bdk2 dlu..malu la aku)
after dat, i met him again at d entrance of CT Plaza..
once again, i ran away..hehe
i asked my brother to pick his photos quickly and i waited 4
my bro in d car..
at night, when i was heading to 7E, i met him again n again n again..
luckily, the traffic lights changed to green..
so, we hv to move..otherwise the other cars will honk us..hehe
selamat aku..

two years ago, i passed by his house..
he kept calling my name..
he asked his elder and younger brother to do so 2..
can u imagine, how shy I am on dat time??haha

but when we were in Primary Six, we played together,
calling each other(besa la zmn gtai2 dlu),study, and discuss bout d homeworks..
right now, i find the way to escape from u..
perhaps, one day i will greet u..insyaallah..
i'm so sorry F..

hair..

aku bru ja ptong rmbut..sbb pnas, lmas, rimas...
(bukn sbb da kutu k..)
but, my father had asked me many times to cut it..( since i was in F4)
everytime i suffered from headache, my father must said bcoz of my long hair..
impossible..hehe
wheather 2 yg pnas sgt la..
at 1st, mmg rs syg..
but i hv to go on with my plan..
aku mmg nk wat rmbut ala2 tomboi tp
my mum said dat what a waste if i cut my hair like dat..
so, aku suh mak aku ptong ikut mcm mna dya suka..
as long as, it must be shorter bcoz i found dat my hair was damaged..
hjung dh brcabang mcm gnung daik brcabang 3..

and wif the shorter hair, i hope dat it will be easier for me to manage myself..
yeye..kpala aku rsa ringan sket..weehooo..


p/s : ni la i ..tp korg jgn ckp muka i mcm jessica alba tau..
i pn xtau mka i yg mcm dya or muka dya yg mcm i..hahaha
terperasan plak..haha

aku jtoh cinta..OMG/YAYT

ehem2.. i'm falling in luv..but wif whom??hehe
dun make ur own assumption..
actually, i really luv dis song..
dun know y..hehe
touching dowh..
tp dya brjya mnarik tlinga aku utk mndgr..
wah2,,aku ska..

sad + gloomy + cheerless

1. i really love iced tea so i went to *^%$^ restaurant ( apa xtau nma dya) and i hv 2 wait about 15 minutes juz to get a sip of iced tea..i felt so sad..it is not bcoz i hv to wait 4 quite a long time but the way they treated they customer..i'm so dissapointed..keje main2..nyampah aku..rs cam nk knsel ja..
2. Aku x wat lngsung assignments even sntuh pn x..huhu
3. i really dun know y bcoz just know i felt very happy juz now..i met wif my relatives at my grandma's house..today is my cousin' birthday..( sbb dya gtau lmbt, aku juz bg kek n cinggit ja coz aku xdak dit..hehe
4. i read someone's blog and i realize dat i juz hv almost 3 months to go..after dis, xtau la kta nk g mna..trpksa brpsah..huhu..aku xtau bleh study kt uitm ke x lg..hrp2 bleh sbb UiTM d Hatiku( laa sgt)hehe
to all my dearest frens xspecially

A. Pajid ( rumet ksygn aku..hehe)
B. Bonnie ( aku slalu kcau dya..sian tp skrg dya dh pndy kcau aku..huhu)
C. Chena ( tmpt aku mluahkn sgala rsa yg trbuku n trpndam d ati..tq sgt2 )
D. Reen ( aku sng bkrja dgn dya )
E. Lin o Bing ( happy sntiasa )
F. Shall aka Shelly ( aku ska dya pnya trademark smpy aku plak trikut)

aku syg 'ramu'..ehh, clap plak
AKU SYG KAMU..

utk bazla farisya, ieyza, siha, farah, jaja, aini, bibi, fiqa, anis,muhyi, acab, e, aiman, abe, magoo, faris, ariff, boi, thnkz for d precious and unforgetable moment..aku syg ampa suma jgak..
p/s : ( klu sapa aku x snaraikan, jgn mrh ek..otak aku jam)

Clinic..

i accompanied my sis to clinic..
b4 my sis asked me to rest at home..
i said i want to go along with her bcoz i felt like i'm not okay..
suddenly, when i reached at d clinic, i felt ok..
so, i didn't want to get d treatment..
(eventhough i had sore throat, headache, sneezing, cold)
after dat,we went to Pudu to find d bus ticket..
it was so hot n i felt like i want to faint..
so, without wasting d time, i ran to 7 E..
bought d mneral wter..
ps2 aku dgr da sora sumbang-sih yg ckp..
( dh skit bru la nk mnum plain water byk2)
tp, mlm 2 jgak aku rs aku dh ok sbb
aku dpt jmpa fmly aku..
aku dmam sbb rndu kt depa kot..haha

holiday..

last friday, i went back to my sis house..
the road was congested and i have to stand bout 2 hours..
plus, dh mcm srdin dh dlm bas 2..
i was so exhausted..
when i reached at KL Sentral, i felt quite relieved..
bcoz, org x rmai sgt kt kaunter tiket 2..
bla trun s-ke-le-te, ya rabbi, org mmg rmai gla..
i felt like i want to ask my sis to fetch me there..
but, when i thought back, she will stuck in the jam..
if dat happen, i hv 2 wait bout 2 hours..
d best solution was go on wif my plan..
so, bout 1 hour, i managed to get the KTM..
once again, it full and i had 2 wait 4 2nd train..
thanx God i managed to get d 2nd one..
( tq la sapa yg tlak2 aku 2 n last2 aku bleh msk gak..haha)
when, i reached Serdang, it was 9.40 pm..
she said, pity my little sis..
she asked my bro to angkt my beg..
bcoz i was too exhausted, i can't decided if i want to hv my dinner or not dat nite..
aku dh nmpk ktil mmanggil2 aku..hehe
my sis brought me to eat satay..
hehe.. my fveret..
(len kali aku xmau dh blik gna pblic trnsport time mid sem)